决定

刚刚我做了个决定，那就是我十二月的假期不打算回马来西亚。我之前还一直犹豫到底要不要回去呢，总觉得不回去又会对不起某些人，但又想了想，我为什么要想拿么多呢？我跟自己的直觉走那不就得了吗？人活着大部分不就是为了自己吗？同时,也要谢谢我看到的一句话，那就是“Don't worry about failure, worry about the chances you miss when you don't even try.” （不要害怕失败，该担心的是没有去试过而被放弃的机会）.. 所以，我自己已经做了这个选择，现在就要看我的父母同不同意我的选择..

如果我不回去， 我是打算要去巴黎，伦敦和瑞典的。 而且我也不打算要去逛街，或花很多钱； 我只想要跟朋友一起过得开开心心的! 这可能会是我人生中第一个自己过的生日/新年假期!

Just then I made a decision, that is, I wont be going back to Malaysia during the Christmas holiday. I kept worrying and thinking whether it would be good idea to stay here, and feeling guilty that I would upset many if I would stay. However, why do I have to think so much? Can't I just follow my instinct, my heart, my choice? People live their life for themselves, and not for others. At the same time, I also have to thank 1 quote, "Don't worry about failure, worry about the chances you miss when you don't even try." So I have made my decision and its now up to my parents with their decisions.

If I do not intend to go back, I have planned to go to Paris, London and Sweden. I do not plan to go shopping but to merely just take a look at a new country/citiy. I want to spend time with my friends and just have no worries, and be happy! This might be my first birthday/new year holiday alone.